Sono giorni silenziosi per me. La realta' puo' essere davvero dura da accettare e se soffri di un trauma di attaccamento cerchi in tutti i modi di negare l'evidenza. Ossia, il fatto di essere invisibile, inascoltata e mortificata nel tuo valore dalle persone con cui vivi.Ho sempre sfuggito l'isolamento sofferto da bambina accettando amicizie e rapporti che non erano sani.Gente che non mi apprezzava, ne' tanto meno mi amava.
Oggi mi ritrovo a lottare con un profondo senso di paura, di rimanere sola e di avere sprecato buona parte della mia vita.
Prego gli angeli di donarmi il coraggio per fare le scelte migliori per il mio bene.
These were silent days for me. The reality can be very hard to be accepted and if you suffer from a severe trauma attachment you will always deny the evidence. I mean the fact of being invisible, unheard and depreciated by people who you live with. I have been escaped the state isolation suffered as a child accepting friendships and relationships that were unhealthy. People who have never appreciated me, neither love me.
Today I find myself struggling with a deep sense of fear of being alone and having wasted all my life I pray the angels to give me the courage to make the best choices for my highest good.
These were silent days for me. The reality can be very hard to be accepted and if you suffer from a severe trauma attachment you will always deny the evidence. I mean the fact of being invisible, unheard and depreciated by people who you live with. I have been escaped the state isolation suffered as a child accepting friendships and relationships that were unhealthy. People who have never appreciated me, neither love me.
Today I find myself struggling with a deep sense of fear of being alone and having wasted all my life I pray the angels to give me the courage to make the best choices for my highest good.
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